Lost soul

I'm lost in a world of my own,
I'm unreachable to the  outside world,
no sounds comes out of my soul,
and no movements from my body,
but
I'm not death,
I'm very much alive,
one thing is missing in my life,
that is the brain to communicate and
be in harmony with my body.
How can I be happy,
when happiness is a stranger and keeps
slipping through my fingers...
I try,
O how I  try to no avail,
so I keep silence and just wait for the
angels to come and get me .....