Foolish me

How to be young and foolish in our
modern world is very easily done.
I jump of joy when I should give an
helping hand. I trust those who are
not worthy of my confidence, but then
I am the sucker who believes in all
stupidities that suround me blindly. 
This period is an eye opener when
death comes to your door steps fogging
all judgement and reasoning.  If through
the majority of your life you never 
respected a loved one or a faraway member
of the family, never gave them a call, 
never bothered to see them when these
were afflicted by sickness, deaths or 
misfortunes, why do you scream blue
murder if they do not put you on the
list of visitation the day that they passaway.
Why add miseries on those who are 
executing the death person wishes?
you are a bloody selfish who consider
yourself a "Primadonna" or "A rightous
person & demand respect".  Oh how I wish
to have a magic wand and just cancel you
from my sight so that I can mourn the person
in peace and quiet.  
My heart is bleeding due to your vanity and those
of your children who have no respect and as such
do not deserve my respect.  So respect and you will
be respected in return.  Your money does not appeal
to me, it's only paper,  but respect is a great virtue
which no amount of money can buy...