What's new in life

 

What's new?
I really couldn't say

and I couldn't care less.

My life seems a thorn

book where the writing is

faded, the pages are

yellowing, and the words

keep dancing in front of me.

I don't or I won't concentrate

on life that seems to escape

me. Every day is just a repetious

hours running from me.

Is this what aging means...

If only I could become someone else

or something else, be able to come

back to life in a lifetime just to see

what I will miss, or even if a world

as we know it today will still be around.

I feel melanchony on a daily basis,

I don't have a will to keep going, am I too

afraid of the unknown or is it just old age

lazyness.  Wish someone could give me

a straight answer.....