Angel Flight

I'm sorry I did not know that
you would leave us in a blink of an eye.
I forgot to tell you a million times 

that I loved you so much that  

my heart broke in pieces that day.  

There are no words,.

 no amount of tears,
no screams, 

bagging head or just
a sound that keeps me alive

until I see your lifeless body.
Where are you my angel...
you just took flight with those
wonderful teachers and friends. How will
I live now that you are gone, who will
come and kiss me so that I could shower
you with my warm kisses.

A chair is empty, your  room is now closed

to the world, where I go and lay down,

never wanting to leave it. You said: "Mamma

I have so many dreams for you and me 

when I'm a little older, I swear I will take

good care of you...".

Dear son/daughter now you pray for us

down here on earth.  

You are my loved angel, be good wherever

you are and pray that we survive this

darkness that has engulfed us. 

 

 

If I could change ...

How strange it is to be sitting behind my computer

and don't have to worry about a fall ending my life.

These days are very harsh and difficult for the human race

who don't want to be disturbed in their routine.

But please don't you care that I who is a pensioner

can't meet both ends. If I want to drink water, I have

to assure myself that it is boiled for a few minutes,

there's lead in our city pipes.  If I want to eat proteins

there's a great price in meat, vegetables, that I just can't

afford.  I'm too old to use a bike and too dangerous due

to the state of our city roads.  Let's not count the price

of gas for my little car, from a 25 dollar full tank to now

52 dollars, so I let it sit.  Then I will need a new pair

of walking shoes and they cost an arm and a leg, INFLATION.

Do I have to pay for the AIR THAT I BREATH on a 

daily basis.

If I could change the world I would go back to the ancient

days and the law of the stronger to survive.  Today you 

just can't SURVIVE  or die because it's too EXPENSIVE    . 

Difficulties

Hello friends from nearby and faraway,

It's been a very hard month for me and 

it's still very excrutiating pain that I still

carry on my right hand up to the elbow.

Can't drive, can't dress without some curses,

can't sleep and I'm not a painkiller medication.

So hopefully once I have x-rays at the end of

next week some physiotherapy will help me

and just can't wait to come back again to 

this site.  

Thanks for your support and get well messages

that I received by private e-mails, and since it's

too hard for me to personally thank each and everyone

of you, I take this opportunity to say THANKS.