Comprehend

Understanding,
comprehension,
happiness and sadness
go hand in hand but only
in my wildest dreams
when I am lost in thought
My emotions are intertwined
so tight in a knot,
I can’t stop thinking with
my mind constantly racing
faster than the wind zooming past a crowd
I hear a voice in my head getting loud and
my mind multi tasking all at the same time,
but I can’t seem to control it.
It's like a horse running wild,
a deer slowing down for a rest
deep down you may feel something
but it's appearance is so different,
wishing to experience what other feel,
so that I too could finally get it.
My life is a maze, if I adventure in it
all seem familiar yet I just can't find my
way trough it.