Sunny autumn day...

Words are not available or they just
stop in your throat at the sight of
a golden autumn day at the park.

Just wish I and you (reader) would be at this fantastic 

place and be greeted by a gush of wind and leaves. 

The Anthem by Leonard Cohen

Why this song makes my heart cry
and can't stop.
Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack A crack in everything That's how the light gets in
by Leonard Cohen....
The anthem  

The birds they sang at the break of day Start again I seem to hear them say Do not dwell on what has passed away or what is yet to be. Ah the wars they will be fought again The holy dove She will be caught again bought and sold and bought again the dove is never free. Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack A crack in everything That's how the light gets in. We asked for signs and the signs were sent: the birth betrayed the marriage spent Yeah the widowhood of every single government signs for all to see I can't run no more with that lawless crowd Ah but they've summoned, they've summoned up a thundercloud and they're going to hear from me. Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack A crack in everything That's how the light gets in You can add up the parts but you won't have the sum You can strike up the march on your little broken drum Every heart, every heart to love will come but like a refugee Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack, a crack in everything That's how the light gets in. Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack, a crack in everything That's how the light gets in That's how the light gets in That's how the light gets in

Misfits of nature - not true

After reading on Human misfits article (Jean Vanier author)
“They were seen as misfits of nature, not as human beings,” 
he wrote in his 1998 book “Becoming Human.” 
Living in their midst allowed him to
 “recognize and accept my own weaknesses and vulnerability. 
I no longer have to pretend I am strong or clever or better than others.”


I jolted down my own words,

Today having a couple hours to myself
deciding,  should I go out or stay in
and reflect on life.
Life is a strange emotion given us
the instant it's created.
The XX and XY will determine the sex
and thus starts life. Can there be an
anomaly, sure that it does happen.
Was it accepted in other centuries,
maybe yes - maybe no.
Persecutions, violence, maiming,death or just
abandoned was normal throughout the centuries.
Are we more advanced today than 100, 500, 2000
years ago?  some might say yes,
but those persecuted will say no. 
We judge, discreetly or not, but we still judge.
If I'm not good in my skin, I will make
efforts to accept myself, then presenting
myself to the world as I really am.
Do not judge me for what I look like,
but judge me for the courage I had in
showing it to you.....

Sorry for mess

Dear valued friends,
I have been in a mess
with my personal life &
with this blog.  Today I
found out that "Blogger or I"
cancelled the guests counter that
came on this blog.  So now
I'm starting again at "0".
Thank you for your
understanding.  Have a great
day wherever you are on
this planet earth.

Hope for a future

Let me hope
that's the only
free wish for me
and my reflection.
A better life after
the sundown,
maybe tomorrow
will be greater
than what is at the moment.
I won't complain,
what's the use anyway,
but I will hope and sing
my songs to the world
and underworld ....

No ending in view

Life is a flower
Birth,
youngster,
adult
ending in a struggle.
It won't make international
news, but will constantly
grab availabilities
for surviving another day,
another hour,
another minute
and lastly another second
before all darkens following
the light to another life....

Please maestro

“Please maestro,
have a seat and play 
on this batherred piano 
your best music
for these people who 
are brain trauma patients, 
maybe one note 
or one song 
can bring them
back to our 
world from their misery…”.

PS: Passed two weeks  near 
a loved one in a
head trauma dept.
and a real pianist came
and played the most
beautiful,soft and classical
music. Now you know why
I wrote the words up above

To my friends

This short message is to say that:
"Having had an accident (my husband)
a week ago, I will be absent from the
site for a time..." Hope that you will
come & read material that you did not
have time to do before.
Thank you and wish you all the best
during my absence.

Hello

Hello life
joy and colors
make your days.
Mine is not black
or yellow but full
of different shades
only certain eyes
can discern.
I turn feeling the
sun caress my face
my leaves catch the
rain quenching my thirst,
Oh my love come to me
count the seeds planted
by mother earth and grow
on my face. I'm always
ready to follow you,
right, left, center, just
show me your face and
I will turn for you to kiss
me, I won't stop until I
grow old and seedless,
then earth will receive me
with open arms in Flower
heavens....

Taughts

Hello - I have to really stop and think

what am I doing that all is confusion,

confusion in my brain, in my heart,

in my taughts and emotions.

Am I getting so old to loose patience

loose an easy smile or loosing my

tongue for lashing at the world

of insecurities, 

Fancy gadgets are not to my liking,

dressing up or down well don't be

ridiculous who would look at me...

Being a peacock is not my style, 

I don't have much hair to try it.

My voice can scare all the birds

and children even if I whisper.

Dear o dear what as come of me,

age I suppose, but we are supposed

to live to over 100, well then

excuse me, if I can compete with

a scarecrow what's the use to reach

over a 100. 

Well readers, if you find that I'm

loosing it, just show me your stuff

and don't laugh at mine!

experimenting

Would appreciate to know if it can be seen and heard also, it's my first attempt.
Thank you and have a great day wherever you are in the world.

Running through the sky

Running through the sky
lights I found.
Sitting on a wing
sliding down I went.
Stars befriended me
showed my way through
the night.
My song fitted well with
earths sounds. 
Escalating, running and
finally found my angel
together we left hands in hands
in the light of the rising sun.

I believe

I believe - Elvis Presley  (press here to listen)

I believe that wherever you are you found peace ...

Me or you

Me or you
that's the million dollar question
You were my love, my life
accepted all your inventions
without a word.
trusting you blindly
cherished you like a golden prize.
My fingers caressed you
to infinity and your perfume was
my fountain of youth.
Was it me who was blind
or was it you who blinded me!
I took off my mask for you
while you pretended to see me through it.
Today that you are gone,
I sit on pedestal all dressed up
oh I miss your whispers and fragrance
your delicate taste of youth and
eternity. My head bowed, my mask
hides the clear tears that gently fall
on my heart screaming all the way down
but it was my fault and cry I shall until
the end of times....

Sanity

Sanity  is more than a 6 letter word.
It's believing in YOURSELF and only
YOURSELF, because nobody will...
Don't be afraid to stand for your rights,
your believes and convictions.  
Life is how you live it and how you
take care of it. 

Sneeze

Don't dare to sneeze
is it humans or plants
that are sneezing all over
the world...

Rainbow colors

The taboo that all humans should
posses all the same chromosome is
an erroneous statement even in the
medical field.
We are all equal no matter as to the
number of chromosome one possesses
that those not make these people
any less humans.

Moon dreamer

I'm a moon dreamer and a moon lover. 
I'm always amazed at it's beauty 
just wish I could take it away from the 
sky and put in the palm of my hand...
I will blow on it to clear it of dust,
I will rob it to light it up
I will whisper to it and let her
fly away taking my message around
the universe to all people who look at
her and keep on dreaming in silence
and awe.  

Gray zone

I will find my way
through punches given
to my body and soul.
There are in's our out's
but always a way out.
Why am I in a gray zone,
who knows, maybe age
has crept upon me during
the night, but like a warrior
I will not surrender easily....

Famous light

Life reflection of our ups,
downs, sideways,
directing us towards that
famous light at the centre
of our universe - the passage
of one planet to another.
Don't believe I ever saw
those who left come back
telling us what it's like on
the other side of the famous
light let's leave some to the
unkown and mystery...

No future

I have no future on this planet.
When men tells me how to
talk, think, dress out of my
domestic life.
Does my appearance to the world
makes me less human or less
intelligent or more dumb.
I'm no devil, I'm just a human
who prefer to keep my identity
to myself.  I am like any of your
neighbors, who can teach your
children, care for the sick and lonely
souls.  I can easily extinguish a fire
or play ball like everyone else, police
or go to war...
Do not put me aside, just to despise
me, what will I tell my children,
parents or partners, that I don't fit
in this modern society.

Life and flowers

3 rose posai ai tuoi piedi
e 3 rose ti portasti,
ma tu mai mi lasciasti
une delle tante rose
ricevute dal mondo.
No ripiango le 3 rose
sapendo che di tutte
quelle che hai ai tuoi
piedi queste saranno
le più poverine e senza
pretesa....

Feelings

If I have nothing to say

then

I must keep my silence.....

Gorgeous day

This is it... explosion of colors in our parks, street,
gardens, front yards, back yards thanks to these
fantastic flowers TULIPS that are at the top of the
season.  From mid week they will be all gone &
hopefully back for next year.

Standing tall

Sunny rays lay upon me,
sun and wind in unison
play with me,
I am sturdy and stubborn
standing straight and proud.
Looking around with
pride, for I am unique in
this field of honor,
making pride my moto
for those who lost faith
in their strength of life....

What will it be

Today "marathon for children's hospital".
Unbelievable what these little creature endure,
go through or even the spirit they possess.
At times I question myself, what & why
do they have to endure the atrocities of
sickness.  Lucky ones manage to survive
and live a decent life, others less fortunate
suffer, are cut, bruises, deformed, blind,
etc etc etc and still they will make a comment
or have a faint smile that melts your heart
strings. Having had to be witness to such
cases in an hospital ward (granddaughter
with kidney cancer at 2 yrs old), she became
our strength to see that not knowing what
was going on, life in an hospital was normal
or at subsequent visits for her it was going
to see her teddy doctor or the lady who
picked at her finger and put a knitted
wool finger with bells on it's tip. We spend
sleepless nights wondering, wishing, crying,
learn to put a huge smile on our faces, sing
her baby songs, read her sweet stories,
then one day, she turned around and said
enough, don't cry for me, I will go alone
at the hospital I know the way now that
I am 5 years old.  That was our wake up
moment and from that day, we always
asked what she taught, what she would
do when she got older...
"I will come & visit the small children
and treat them like adults, they understand
or feel your feeling..." and that's what she
did TODAY at 21 years old she was at
the Marathon for the children's hospital
and told her story.  "Never despair but keep
hope live even if it's for one day only in a
life of a little child...".

NB: This photo is a little silly for adults,
but it represents a child silliness and dreams.

Photographing

Why did I choose this subject tonight,
even my accompanying photo is not the
greatest in quality or to look at....
"Well talking about it (photography) is a
soothing period for the person behind a
camera to escape the good and the bad
of every day life style.
While you look, search, analyze the subject
that just caught your attention, your brain
starts saying stop, prepare yourself to take
a special interest & make something out of it.
See how you will want the result to look like,
so you turn around it, you elevate yourself or
(condition permitting) bend or kneel down,
focus and snap one,twice & a third time.
You change position & go through the same
process, your brain as blocked and stopped
the world so your concentration is fully at your
finger tips.  Who cares if people look at you
or wonder if you are sane or crazy.  Some
will say (that old lady or old man) has no
right to block my passage or bother them
to have to go around you. 
You are in a world where there's no pain,
no sorrow, no joy, no shame, no smart
or no genius, it's you and your camera
and that's what matter the most...
Enjoy what you do and keep on doing it
until you leave this world, because even
if physically unable to capture the world
with your camera, then your brain becomes
your camera for your everlasting eternal joy...

It's not our fault

Ponds in all north American alley
is very common these days to be found.
Our climate is sick & screaming for
help before it dies!

To no avail, humans are deaf,
blind and stupid.
They believe it's not their problem
to help life....

Even our most precious birds
songs are not the same crystal
chirping!
We are killers of nature 
still believing it's not our fault...

Forest deepest

Deep in a green forest
all passerby left a mark
some will forget about it
others will come back
day after day to see if
they are still alive.
They are small or big
brightly colored or just
camouflaging itself in
nature.  They do not smell
good or bad but they sure
are a phenomenal sight for
the eye of lovers.  They entice
beauty, peace and colors
just as a human searching for
love in a forest of green or
black & white...

Romance

"There's absolutely nothing wrong being a romantic...
it's part of life". Let's sing praises to mother nature
romantic lessons to humans.

Just click here:  To listen...

Passing time

It's time for me to be honest,
I'm not a young bloom,
much time as come and gone,
my shine is nonexistent,
but still manage to capture
a few admirers.
I will continue to strive,
fight, be proud of what I have
become, there's no shame,
but joy and happiness still
in me to share with the world
defeating those who want me
to lay down and give up on
life.

A flower

"Do you know a flower
who is not stranger to
water, soil, sunshine 
or just turns around looking for
a moon ray shine.
Storm or rainfall,
a snowflake or howling wind,
even a scorching sun, or the
adventurous insect tickling, 
buzzing around it's petals, 
won't make it budge,
but just stands there never 
getting old while growing endlessly,
shedding petals knowing that 
new ones are ready to close
and open at the whim 
of the heat or cold, 
in the end the flower knows
that  it will be more beautiful
than before the passing of time...."

Blowing kisses

I'll blow my kisses between the stars
so you can wear them around your heart.  
The sky will accept them all,
keep them hidden in the clouds
to catch the taste of the world before
sending them to you across the earth.
Each kiss you send me back
attached to a butterfly wing,
I will take it back and engrave it in
my mind.
Light of day, moon of the night
keep me tight in your arms,
my eyes will catch the glamour, 
so you can read all the love words
that I invented just for you, 
you are my love, 
you are my life, 
without you 
I would not exist....

Big dream....

"Nothing  and no one
should stop
your dreams.
No human has the
power to kill a dream
even if they try it.
You on the other hand
can only decide how
big this dream will be,
work hard to achieve it,
live to full fill it,
and die happy of
having lived YOUR DREAM".
               

No remedy

Thinking of you daily while walking,
quickening my steps hoping to reach you,
meanwhile the sun goes down
tired of illuminating our taught, 
hopes of a love that has finished
warming our dreams of reaching 
the highest peaks that we dreamed together
of ever finding felicity in our lives.
Our joint flight over the seas
continuously following wrong paths,
we drowned with our own wings in the
iced waters, leaving behind our scattered
feathers over beaches of memories
slowing dying, but you and me we did
nothing to remedy all this tragedy.....

Hope - Happy Easter

In a little while believers around the world

will be celebrating "The Resurrection".

I,  if and when,  I have a chance will be going

to see what's really changed. 

I find that when doors to these establishment

are closed and opened only on certain occasions

disturb me to no avail.  Do I need to physically

go on the designated day... or can I go in 

these locals when my heart and mind are in

turmoil. This is very personal  and each one

of us do as they wish to really enjoy the quietness and

peacefulness that will envelop me for a long while.  

La spiaggia

Dopo aver trascorso 3 giorni in riva al mare

non so chi era più sorpresa io con la mia pelle

bianca e freddolosa o il mare che se la rideva

di aver reso un'altra sciocca turista come un

lobster.  E pure mi era giurata di prendere cura

che il mare e il sole non mi bruciassero e che

sarei stata io ad avere più intelligenza....

ma come tutti ci sono cascata ed oggi tutto

pizzica e bruci anche se ho usato molto ma molto

crema solare il secondo e terzo giorno!

Violence against women

Please think hard before you hurt a woman.

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Follow the link below

Violence against women

and if you need help in the translation,
please just ask & I will gladly do it for you!




Thank you.

NB: photo is not mine,
if owner recognizes itself,
please contact me & will give you credit.

Melting

Hello there,
I am the symbol found on shores of the
northern & south tips of earth.
I was created millions of years ago
signaling a passage of humans
runs on snowed & iced land.
At my sight everyone knew that
they were on right tracks and
humans had passed by.  I gave hope
and force to these people who did
rely of the force of nature great north
or south.
Today my world is melting away,
very soon I too won't stand up
but I will be washed away in strange
lands.  I can hear the crying fear of
humans loosing my sight with fear
of them following me in the never
returning land.
If only I could be listened to, I would
tell them this:
"You (men) are the cause of this
disaster.  My feet are wobbly,
my standing is shaky, my icy rocks
are melting and I can't stop you
in your destruction.  Look at me,
I'm not a referring point to you anymore,
I'm just a pack of melting ice,
your children don't know me and I
don't know them.  My earth is sick,
my head aches from the strange ball
of fire in the sky, bombarded by garbage
and still you human are reckless and
destructive.  For me once I can't stand
I will travel the world, but you won't
stand a chance if you don't change and
gamble on your life.....